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Name: Britney
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

one thing i wont miss about cleveland is the freezing bathroom...BUT... i have reason to be glad for it because twice now i've seen Mouse!  after i get out of the shower, i usually hunch down into a ball under my towel to try to warm up before i walk into the even colder bedroom.  generally, this is just kind of miserable... but a few days ago and then again tonight, i've sat so still for so long that Mouse actually came to get the little snack we left for him.  he pokes his little head out of the vent grid about two feet away from me, cliiiiimbs out onto the bathroom floor, sniffs his way to the almond or cracker and then rushes back into the vent.  he is the cutest little brown mouse i've ever seen.  it may not be big news... but its the most exciting thing i have to offer... at least for now ;)


Thursday, February 21, 2008

Things We Will Miss About Cleveland:

10. waking up every morning to hear the birds that live downstairs in the kitchen

9. VIRGIL the dog and welcoming commitee

8. the mexican restaurant that is even better than our recent dinner in san antonio

7. my great job

6. free cable and internet

5. living in a 100 yr old victorian house

4. talking with John and Irene (the owners) on our way in and out of the apt

3. getting excited about CNN and Scrabble together

2. lots of parks, museums and public transportation

1. Mouse, our little pet that lives in the vent and eats our almonds.  I hope that San Antonio has a live-in pet...thats not a roach.


Monday, February 04, 2008

all weekend i've been thinking of things i wanted to write about on xanga, so lets see if i can condense it down into something that will actually get read ;)

we decided to take an impulse trip to south florida to soak up some sun and visit josh's friend Wole. josh and i had separate seats on the plane which was a bummer at first, but it worked out for the best. an indian husband and wife wanted to sit together but some man wouldn't take her middle seat, and i was free to give up my aisle seat to him.  so then i ended up next to an older italian man who was very friendly and we started talking.  he asked so many questions and also told me a lot about himself.  throughout our 3 hour conversation, i ended up telling him my testimony, how God brought my sister home so that she could hear and believe, how my mom became a believer, my friendships in highschool, the missions trips i'd been on and what we did, the miracle story of Martin in africa and the dreams of his witchdoctor mother, how God saved baby Joshua, and our plans to continue mission work.  we talked a lot about people that are doing good things in africa (oprah, bill gates, angelina, etc.) and how great that was, and i think he understood me when i told him that i cared greatly for those peoples lives, but even more so for their souls.  he said he loved to read all the time, and then admitted that he hadn't really read the bible much because it was confusing to just pick up and try to read. recently i had just bought a bible called "the story" which tells the entire story of the bible (with real scripture) in a condensed and chronological novel-form.  he refused to take mine but assured me he was going to get his own that night.  the whole time we talked, he acknowledged a "higher power" in his life and in this world... hopefully it wont be long before he gives glory to GOD.

when we walked out of the airport, we were both completely shocked by the weather.  i had actually forgotten what that much sunshine felt like.... i couldn't stop laughing about how i was wearing shorts and josh had on flip flops and green palm trees were blowing in the wind.  it was AMAZING.  we drove in a cab with the windows down, then took a long train ride further south, then hopped on a bus that took us to our little hostel on the beach.  so four hours after we landed, we were laying in the sand in our bathing suits, taking pictures and making sandcastles.  we ended up staying at wole's instead of the hostel and he was so kind.  cooked us dinner, breakfast, and then took us to walk around miami before our flight left on sunday.  getting home was kind of a nightmare with cancelled flights and getting bumped off the standby list, but we got home nonetheless and ate pizza and watched the giants win the superbowl.

then this morning... we woke up to learn that we will be moving to san antonio soon!  i think we've already told most of you this GREAT NEWS so theres not much left to say.  we're pretty excited. 

reading that story bible has helped me so much to be reminded of the israelites and their journey.  God brought them out of egypt and traveled with them through the desert, but as soon as they began to doubt his presence or fear the future,  they would forget all that he had done for them and all that he could do...  even while they were eating the manna that he had given them.  i had always thought that was so ridiculous, but i could see how it was tempting to be afraid that God would forget about us in cold cleveland... and to forget about all the great things he had done... even while we were sitting in the home that he provided for us.  so that was our prayer this morning before we found out about the trade... that we could be faithful in good times and in bad, in deliverance and in wandering, and to be joyful in all circumstances.

even now, knowing that we can move... i still hope that we will never forget all that he has done for us in cleveland.


Thursday, January 31, 2008

a few days ago, joshs sister and brother-in-law stopped in for a night on their way to new york.  it was so nice to have company!  we ate burritos and talked and watched cnn so... not too different than what josh and i normally do... but still fun.  in the morning we walked to a cafe on the corner, but it was so cold and windy that my freshly-washed hair actually froze into chunks of icicles under my hood.  haha...i've definitely never had that happen before.

tomorrow is the very last day of waiting for our base trade and if we get it we'll be moving to san antonio in march.  when i think of weekend drives to see our parents, friends visiting and exploring the river walk with us, being only an hour away from maria and baby joshua... i just get so excited that i have to force myself to not think about until we know for sure.  we're getting close to finding out though!!  i feel like i'm constantly having to give it over to God...put it on the "altar"... and accept that we might not get it, while at the same time wanting it so badly and knowing that it might be for real...  we might actually be looking at new apartments soon and might actually be packing up our things and driving home in a month or so.  

we've been going through the story of the old testament and i keep thinking of how God wants to move his people into the promised land flowing with milk and honey :) 

i hope he wants us in texas.


Friday, January 25, 2008

arkadelphia was wonderful.  like always.  kind of weird to come back to quiet cleveland after three days of loudness and "luyoo sister."  everyone puh-leese be praying for this base trade that we have in the works.  if no one steals it from josh, we'll be moving to san antonio in march.  closer to our parents, closer to my girls in mck, closer to austin, one hour away from maria and baby joshua... maaaaannnnnn..........

noname

**edit: i was cleaning out my little mp3 player and came across the Corrs (remember them?) and thought, this stuff was always so shallow...  and then i listened to this song that said "would you be happier if it wasn't for the weather? youre racing for tomorrow, not finished with today."

haha...oops. guess theyre still smarter than me.



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